I Miss Those Days

I am feeling a sense of frustration today. It seems as if the stuff that is important to me does not seem to matter to others at times. Nothing too much but just enough to "grind my gears" so to speak.

In a way, it is almost similar to how the top stories in the news concern Anna Nicole Smith and the corruption that exists yet again in the American Idol voting systems.

Seriously, if we can't get our government election systems to work then why would we expect anything different from FOX?

Also on a different topic, should we really be surprised that Don Imus made a racist and sexist remark? He's only been making them his whole career! This time, proper action was taken.

Mr. Imus' remarks were disgusting and despicable and he should have been fired long before this incident as his entire career has been built on these types of comments. Completely disgusting from my perspective.

Anyway, off my soap box for a moment, I really cannot go into too exact details but I am convinced that I am no different than when I was five years old. The truth is that I am a very impatient person when it comes to waiting on someone to do something.

Even as a kid, it would make me so angry that it would cause me to throw little temper tantrums which usually led to some form of discipline one way or another.

Now, I have grown up and learned to repress that little temper tantrum and keep it inside. On the outside, I look like a normal person but not on the inside.

On the inside, I am boiling. So much, in fact, that I am sure it has given me a few premature grey hairs before my time.

Sometimes, I miss being able to throw a little temper tantrum or pity party. Weren't those great? You could just sit in your room for hours and just sigh to yourself. No one got hurt and you got to think about your favorite subject - Yourself.

I miss those days. Oh well, nothing that a few Seinfeld episodes can't fix. Have a good one!