My Finals, My Future

It is the last night before finals week begins. As is customary, I am up late delaying the sleep which will make my first exam come sooner than I wish.

Of course, my mind is a little bit concerned about the subject of my first final although not too mcuh. Despite it being unlike it any class that I have ever taken, the class will definitely help me in my future career.

However, other subjects are keeping my eyelids from shutting. Mostly, I have just been pondering questions about the past and how my future could have been so much different.

The details of these questions are pretty personal so I will not mention them but it is interesting to think about them every now and then. Would I have been different? Would I have been the same person that I am now? Would I have the same interests, hopes, dreams, and thoughts?

All that I know is that I am ready to do what I was meant to do. Right now, I am in a tough place. It seems that as soon as you know what you want to do with the rest of your life, you want the rest of your life to begin as soon as possible.

I know for sure that I am capable of doing the tasks that will await me when I enter the real world. These past few years, I have learned that no single letter is a measurement of a person. Why are we judged by just one letter?

Much focus has been given to these kind of achievements instead of a person's ability to work hard and better themselves. Even though, I have figured this out, I wish that some of the people would do the same.

When I read a book, I am not concerned with just one letter. I am concerned with the words and sentences that the letters make up, the ideas presented, and the message that it presents. I wish to see people the same way by looking at every aspect of themselves and not limiting myself to one aspect (or letter) of their personality.