Last Day of Depressing Blogs

It is finally the last day of Winter Vacation. I cannot begin to explain how glad I am to be getting back to school. Within a few weeks, the whole routine starts to get boring, cabin fever starts setting in, and the internet starts to lose its luster.

I am not suprised that I feel this way. After spending what has seemed like years reading depressing blogs and facebook messages for the past few weeks, I am truly ready to get back to school.

From what I have seen, there is a lot of depression out there. There's also a lot of loneliness and wonder about the future. Many seem as if they are in a fog with no hope of ever getting out.

In a way, I know how they feel. The past few days have seemed like a fog for me too. Probably because I have had a lot of free time on my hands. Of course when that happens, the mind starts playing tricks on ya.

With that happening, a certain frustration occurs and continues to build until you hurt someone as it explodes. It always ends up being someone close as well. For me, that occurred today but something was different than compared with other times.

Without even trying to cover it up, I flat out admitted that what I did was wrong. Even though I still felt terrible about what had transpired, I was overjoyed that I did not try to cover up the mistake or throw a little tantrum on this blog about it which has become so popular in our culture today.

Though I have met very few readers of this blog, I think I am accurate in saying that everyone has their own problems and probably do not want to hear about the troubles of my life. You all have enough problems, worries, and troubles of your own without out my petty little dealings getting in the way. I think its just our nature to feel that way sometimes.

So, as I conclude, thank you for reading and I promise to never trouble you with the meaningless little problems of college life. That is, unless I learn something new in the process.